Feeling frustrated.
Extremely.
For dunno what good reason.
Super pissed.
Urgh.

Maybe because school is reopening.
I don't want to face the stress back.
I hate it.
Urgh.
Sometimes, I really wonder what's life without stress.
Just let everything go.
Maybe I'll much happier.
Who knows right?

Urgh. But I can't think this way.
I don't want to go back to school.
Don't want. Don't want. Don't want.
Going back to school means no more time to relax.
Less time to breathe.
More white hairs.
I wanna escape.
Escape it and never coming back.
Leave it all there lying on the table and destroy them.

I hate facing all of them.
I can't handle them.
I can't fathom them.
I can't relax.
I can't not to face them.
I can't do anything about them.
I can't.
I just can't.
Urgh.

The different between can and can't is just a letter "T" which stands for try.
Yea, I'll try.
Hope so.
Pray so.
Just needa let everything out here.
I really don't know what I'm doing.
I wanna quit.
Yeah, seriously q u i t.
Life is back to the stressing mode in just another few hours time.
Urgh.
I don't like it. =(

Well, what can I do about it?
Nothing.
Nothing at all.
So I think I should just live with it.

Live with it happily.
Live with it cheerfully.
Live with it willingly.

That's what I can tell myself to keep the spirit there.

I commit everything in Your mighty hands.