Feeling scared and guilty.
It is here again.
Just what should I do?
I hope it won't be coming that soon.
I don't want,
because I'm so not ready for it.
Seriously, NOT.
Urgh.
Don't know, don't care, don't bother.
It's so frustrating.
Stop it.
STOP STOP STOP.
But,
can I even stop it?
I'll pray for the best.