i know i am a damn pertinacious person who is difficult to understand.
one moment, i'm like this.
the next, i'm like that.
hot and cold, you feel like slapping me.
i dont know how to deal with my emotions.
but i'm okay,
really am.
put on a masquerade rather than to reveal.
because i hate being seen as vulnerable.
maybe that's why no one really comprehends.
Sorry.
i need someone to hold me tight.