i didnt want to think much of the perceptible change,
the cascade of colours hid every doubt, every insecurity, every fear.
i simply wanted to embrace it.
facts presented themselves right in front of me,
or are those just assumptions.
it's just so sudden,
too ridiculously abrupt for me to accept it all at one go.
cant you at least tell me what's going on.
after a seemingly flamboyant beginning,
the cold hard reality hits you,
revealing the painful, silent,
goodbye.
i'm utterly bemused, really.
yes this is yet another gratuitous post.
i should really start blogging properly.
rahhhhhhhhhhh.