there will be no one to crash my pull-out bed in the middle of the night (cause it was claimed that my room is cooler)

there will be no one to eat my left over rice w/o dishes.

there will be no one who to fight with me over the desktop.

&my mom says there will be no one to watch the long draggy drama late at night with her anymore. Haha, my mom is so kewt.

it feels different not having him around and especially at the thought that he's in army. ARMY. omg. How ironic that it would be all be a different feeling should he go overseas for holiday himself or at normal school camps.

i realise i'm not that kind who will tear and give that ohnoyoucannotseparateus hug when he left and marched off to his dorm, the official separation to the arduous route where boys become men. Actually no one in my family does. Probably that's where i got my genes from. hehh.

but despite all these, i miss my bro already. ):