Hi everyone! I'm back from youth retreat! (:

I've decided to blog about it now (even though it's an ungodly hour) because I just ate my supper and I don't wanna sleep yet in case I grow fat. Hahaha.

Okay, so i woke up late again on friday. &Bel's mom had to pick me up at my house instead. I'm sooooooo sorry but really thank you Aunty! I greatly appreciate it! (: For some reasons, I just couldn't hear the alarm ring. Probably because it was set using Justin Bieber's voice and it sounded like a lullaby to my subconscious mind. Haha. Anyway, truth to be told, I didn't go to the camp with a very good feeling because many stuffs happened prior to it. Moreover, I know that I was spiritually dry. But I testify that God is really amazing because He spoke to me throughout the whole camp. Be it speaker sessions, worship, prayers and as such, He assured me of my myriad number of insecurities, pressures, fears and doubts. Jesus is awesome(:

I've learnt that He is the one who I should depend on. He is the one who I can tell everything to. He is the one who I can run to and hug tightly should I encounter any problems. He is the one who knows whatever I face, however horrible I feel. He is the one and only one who knows me inside out. I don't see a reason why I shouldn't turn to Him. Rather, I see all these so clear, complemented with all the real life experiences and encounters, I'm absolutely fully convinced He is definitely real and present in my life.

The painful goodbye to PL one year back which portended the cesssation of the daily morning sharings/devotions and singspiration sometimes leaves me feeling a tad empty in VJ. It feels like you need God to kick start your engine for the day or else school will be boring and slow and whatnot. I'd guess that's perhaps why I wanted so badly to join F.P at AC. But it's okay because I know this is a time of my life that onus is on me to my own morning devotion. Though I might be weak at times, verses that I receive at times never fail to spur me on.

I finally re-found my faith in prayers, reignited my passion for Him, renewed my heart, restarted my own personal relationship with Him. And I feel this tremendous sense of happiness all over again. Indeed, this is an inexplainable joy, unfathomable mirth that I am filled with, only when I have God in my life. I really hope one day everyone will be able to experience it as well. It's something so awesome that we should spread this joy all around to infiltrate the world. And we gotta start from the people around us(:

One day when I meet God in heaven, I'll tell Him that I have survived life.