Suppppppppppp!

Prelims has officially ended for me yesterday(: I'm happygirl_92 nowww. Hehe.

Yes, the 27 days had indeed been trying. Honestly, I felt like giving up many times. I mean, who won't right. But if others who went before us survived, we will too. Take heart my friends! We will surely pwnzxzx A levels and look forward to 2 dec (for all bio students) or earlier, for it will be our long awaited liberation day! The day when we finally see the beaming light in our world again. (:

Truth to be told, actually I'm feeling rather fearful about everything. It is just so.. I'd say uncertain? I mean like what if whatever you're doing now only equates you to having DDDD or worse. The thought of 'If you screw A levels, you screw your life' theory is pretty daunting. &Never in my life have I gotten above D for my sciences. Not forgetting to mention GP as well. And when you kept thinking and mulling over it, it just sucks you into a deranged downward spiral. UGH. @.@

But thankfully, I've always God to fall back on. Because deep down, I know He's my strength, my shield, my tower, my deliverer, my ever present help in times of need. I admit that sometimes I find it difficult to summon the strength from within, but friends are always there pushing and cheering me on. I profess that it's my faith that keeps me going, enabling me to grow stronger each time I feel despondently weak. And I really thank God for not giving up on me for my own human weakness, the times when I allowed myself to think negatively and be blinded by fear. God is just so awesome in His abounding love that no one can ever fathom. Me loves Him very muchie(:

Love this verse. Love the assurance. (:

Life has evidently changed much ever since I left PL. But I really do hope to continue to speak of His great love whenever I can and should. And to abandon my human fears when doing so. To the nanyang-ers, don't give up kay! Remember we are NaCl! Hehe.

Went for the Day of prayer for missions today. I still miss those kids from Care of Cambodia, and I felt his pang of regret for not going for mission trip this year. :( Oh man. Anyway, it was really good to see Norman and Fi back in Singapore. They brought along 2 Khmers pastors! &I heard they went to Night Safari yesterday. Haha, so kewwwwt right. (: Left 3/4 way for tuition and then I finally managed to run again after so long! (: The breeze was refreshing because it rained in the afternoon. The ground was obviously still wet with puddles of water here and there but I had fun skipping over them. Yea, self-created entertainment I know. Hahaha. Then I had dinner with my bro and mom before he went back to camp again. :((( He just came out this morning and had to go back tonight. -.- SIANZXZXZX, moreover he's not in his best state of health. :( I don't like army. >:(

Anw after my totally ambrosial mixed rice (i have no idea why it was so delicious, probably cause it was my most relaxed meal ever since prelims :D), I came home and ate some mooncake + chocolates. And then I accompanied my mom to Popular in Heartland mall. And there we bought this gelato icecream. MAD I TELL YOU. When you're not studying, the only thing you do is to eat. Continuously. Hahaha.

On a random note, I think Neopets should seriously have a neopets chat. Like that we don't have to communicate through Neomail.

Okay I think I shall go read my Midnight Sun (YAYEEEEE! (:) with a hot cup of milo before heading to bed. Goodnight ppl. (: