
The countdown starts. The atmosphere in school is very much tense now, and everyone is doing his or her own final sprint before the As. Sometimes I do get weary of all these, wondering why am I wasting my life away sitting somewhere on this Earth, burying my head under the notes/papers. But time again and again, I never fail to find the answer to it.
Daniel told me that now is the time when support from friends and family is the most important, I can't help but to agree. Random texts and notes of encouragements, telling me to hang in there or to persevere, from friends really do help a lot. Though I might be ranting and grumbling and all, but deep down such stuffs secretly make my day. And even though they probably wouldn't read this at all, I just wanna say thank you for everything. It is where I derive my strength from, knowing that I've people who care and I'm not walking through this alone.
A levels might not be actually so ridiculously daunting after all. All I gotta do is to keep holding on, keep believing, keep having faith. It's time to rid all the negative thoughts from my head, put on a positive attitude and face it bravely. I shouldn't waste anymore time complaining about this and that, lamenting about crappy results which I can change, as long as I put in every effort. I'll survive the exam, giving my best shot, knowing that God will always be by my side.
I shall, will, can, must.
And become even stronger both spiritually and mentally after this last and final major exam because it doesn't kill.
This is probably my last post before A levels. It's time to adopt the right mindset and just do it once and for all.
"Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the LORD will bring you today. The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still."