i dont wish to go through this alone. but what you're doing isn't making anything simpler. and when i dont say anything, it doesnt mean i'm okay. i just brush it all aside because i'm really tired of all the explanations.

in any case, let's just forget it. it's getting too much and i'm really sick of it.

everyone is just pretending to be someone they aren't, doing things they know they don't want. they can just put on any masks and change it whenever situation calls for it. and sometimes i really wonder would anyone get lost within themselves. because i just did.

i want an out. i need a break from everything.