that you became a sensitive topic to me whenever people ask me about you. &i'll never tell them because they dont know what's gg on. i'd rather not talk about you because it just brings me back to the state where i feel helpless and useless. honestly, seeing how your life took for a drastic turn sets me in for a rude shock. and i really dont know how to handle this at all. i dont want to see you losing yourself like that.

dont.

to my dear friend, stay strong.